Let’s start with the basics.

I’m not special. I’m not important. I’m just someone like everyone else, with thoughts.

However I took to this medium because those that I’ve lost loved this aspect of me. Although I am not unique in this, I have experienced loss of loved ones in a way that I never imagined, and at ages that I thought originally I would have additional years of memories with.

What I have discovered is that I really dive introspectively at times. I question a lot. Things I once believed in, I wonder about, Things I didn’t believe in, I see credibility in. The whole question of what we feel and what comes after has consumed a part of my life that I never expected.

Perhaps it was a way for me to validate some of the things I felt. Perhaps it was a way for me to put down the turmoil in my head. In any aspect, there you go, the reason for my blog.

I’ve never looked for a reason to not believe in certain religions. I’ve never looked for reasons for the supernatural to exist. But thought and experiences keep happening to me that make me wonder who else has felt this way. Who else has put out there, there has to be something, I’m just not sure what.

So as I proceed, I’ll sprinkle with my previous writings and my current questions. Do you have to agree with me? Absolutely not. But I do ask you to question yourself. I’d there more to this life than life? I may never know the answer. I’m fascinated by stories of hospice nurses and the supernatural blessed. I’m appalled by those who call themselves prophets and contradict the very teachings that they preach. So I question. I ponder. I worry that that I question and ponder the beliefs I was brought up on. And then I wonder if it is all a facade.

I pray every night and hope it is heard. In the end, I’m not sure who or what hears it. So, if you are in the same position as me, or just curious, I welcome you to follow along my journey.